Saturday, August 6, 2011

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Today is my birthday!  Though I still do not have that one special gift that I long for, I have had a wonderful day.  My new nephew was born yesterday, so this birthday has been extra special!  Normally every year, I have a good cry because I just knew that by my next birthday I would be a mom.  That cry hasn't happened this year.  I am bothered by it, but I honestly feel that this year will be different....or maybe I've just been too preoccupied to cry!  Haha! 

Who knows, maybe our baby was born today, on my birthday!  I thought of him/her today (whether they are born yet or not) as I held my nephew and wondered where they were.  I wonder how long it will be before we hear the ok to bring our baby home?  I'm hoping it will come this year!  Thinking and hoping every day that someone who is looking for us finds us soon.  I just hope it doesn't take another 365 days!  :) 

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